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This prosaic humdrudgery,

This endless horizon,

This despicable certainty,

This laceration of the mind,

This inconsequential rubbish,

The crushing defeatism,

This disingenuous mendacity,

This made-mockery of reality,

This discarded wisdom,

This unlearned lesson,

This not-made never-will-be-made,

This failed outcome,

This hateful obligation,

This degenerate fuckwittery,

This shouted-out-loud anger,

This unheard voice,

This vanquished love,

This inauspicious middle,

This sharpened lexicon,

This cornered nightmare,

This constricted ambition,

This requited despair,

This not art,

This indistinguishable right-wrong,

This unwished-for emptiness,

This consumed-by tears,

This chilling corollary,

This end-it-all-now end-it-all,

This smouldering fester,

This unbelieved wish,

This accepted lie,

This awfulness,

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